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A hole in my heart.
Now, thanks to you… I’m scared to fall in love again. First of all, you broke my heart when I expected you to be the last one to do it. And now I’m left with my heart broken and in pieces and you don’t even bother to notice. It’s sad because all along I thought you knew me better than everyone else….but now I am starting to wonder if you even knew me at all. They say loving you is my biggest mistake but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right? If ever I made a mistake, its not that I love you, its thinking that someday you’ll love me to.
My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? They' don’t see you the way that I see you. They don’t look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? They can’t possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn’t need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of ‘getting over you’ advice they had ever given me and realize you’re my life, you were meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option. I’m trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don’t know how to let you go.
Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it. I was finally getting over you and actually believing I didn’t need you. I was finally accepting you had another guy. Then you smiled at me and ruined it all. I wish I had the guts to walk away from what we had. But I can’t because I know you won’t come after me, and that’s what hurts the most.
"Nobody is worth your tears, and the one who is won’t make you cry."
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Forever RM 
